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I will say that two things are memorable from the recent novel about trees. One is the comment about how the word bewilderment has that other word, wild, right in the middle of it.

The other is where a character at one point essentially blurts out, "If you're going to sacrifice the life of a tree, at least make something even better out of it!" (badly paraphrased here)

On Sunday morning, while waiting for [personal profile] annikusrex to arrive for our bike ride, I sat at the end of the driveway, beneath one of the trees.

These are the driveway trees, as best I can show you from underneath them.

Family Trees

I couldn't quite remember what kind they all are, so I took another photo, closer up, and used the app Seek to remind me:

Family Trees

Western redcedar.

I used to know my Pacific Northwest trees far better than I do now.

I also counted trunks, and I think there are 11 redcedar in total, of various sizes. For many years, 3 of them supported a 3-story treehouse.

Behind the redcedar, there are also 3 Douglas fir trees, although by now one is a snag. For a time, there was also a treehouse platform suspended from cables on one of the Doug firs, plus two suspended ramps connecting the platform to the 3-story unit. The more elaborate treehouse elements were all constructed as part of a youth activity program called Coyote Junior High. We had some of the coolest treehouses you'd see anywhere.

I am reading from Wikipedia that Western redcedar can live to be over 1000 years old, and have trunks up to 7 m in diameter. They are considered a climax species because they are shade-tolerant to the point where they can become established and grow even in mature forests.

Family Trees

So the driveway trees may still be somewhat young, or middle-aged. If the next occupants of the house recognize the importance of the trees, they could continue to live and grow for a long while yet.

Family Trees

If I'm remembering correctly, the tree that fell on our house when I was in high school was also a western redcedar, a larger one.

The tree wasn't on our property. It was on the property of the neighbors behind our house, up above our house near the edge of a 2.5-foot cement retaining wall. The retaining wall was badly cracked near the base of the tree, so during inclement weather there was a constant worry that the tree might fall down onto our house.

As it turned out, the father of those neighbors came over and did some yardwork at one point, and severed a bunch of the roots, which are relatively shallow for these big trees. So it didn't actually take all that much extra wind to knock the tree over, after all. We were fortunate that it landed on a solid corner of the house, not the corner with a big, glass greenhouse window. I was reading a book in the living room one evening when it hit, and the whole house SHOOK. The shaking was different from the way earthquakes shake a house. Eventually we figured out it was the tree.

For a while, we didn't really have a backyard because it was completely full of tree. Eventually, my parents found a company that would come and harvest the lumber, and after that it became possible for my mom to have a vegetable garden in the backyard because there was finally enough sun back there.

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At some point, my dad developed the habit of noticing when the driveway redcedars successfully produced offspring. He would extract them from the soil and grow them in pots. Once he had some certainty that they would survive, he would take them over to nearby Interlaken Park and would plant them. In fact, when he died, there were still several trees remaining to be planted, so we did, in a part of the park near where there is a grove of introduced California redwoods, but also some sunny and more open spots.

Over the years, my parents spent a lot of time volunteering in Interlaken Park, with a group that set out to tear down as much viney clematis and English ivy as they could.

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George Pocock, the master boatbuilder who contributed to the 1936 victory of the American Boys in the Boat at the Berlin Olympics by building them an excellent rowing shell, credited some of his success to the fact that he was working with western redcedar for the skin of the shells.

This is written about more extensively on this website on rowing history: https://heartheboatsing.com/2015/01/07/where-boats-grow-on-trees/

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Even evergreen trees shed leaves sometimes. Right now the redcedar are busy doing exactly that.

Fall is definitely here.

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Hopefully the boat I am building, which is NOT made of redcedar but instead mostly of plantation wood grown in other parts of the globe, will sufficiently honor the trees harvested to make it. I will not make light of my use of wood.

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I was grateful to get to see multiple examples of Makah traditional canoes when we visited the Museum and Cultural Center. Everything I've ever learned about Northwest Coast native boatbuilding says that a lot of work goes into finding and selecting the right tree. The dugout canoes the Makah made needed to be fully seaworthy to enable them to go out and successfully hunt whales. They are typically made of redcedar. That's how Pocock got the idea. Redcedar bark is also used extensively for making woven goods - waterproof hats, mats, bags, and baskets.

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There is a man carrying out a long-term demonstration project at the Center for Wooden Boats, of the construction of a dugout canoe.
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This year my mom's tale of woe is that she planted 3 tomato plants, including one variety known as "mortgage-buster." She watched the plants grow and put on beautiful green fruits. Then one day, she noticed some fruits missing from the mortgage buster. The next day, the entire plant was dead and all of its tomatoes were gone. Rats! (literally) The other two plants have produced some fruits, but overall this has been a disappointing year for tomatoes for her.

Last night, my uncle D, aunt D, and cousin L came by for dinner. They live in Enumclaw in the farmhouse where my grandpa grew up, so they have ample space for gardening, and aunt D has been putting that space to very good use. This year she entered 12 different pumpkin varieties in the Puyallup Fair, and 10 of them won blue ribbons!

So when they came by for dinner, they were bearing armloads of pumpkins, squashes, and tomatoes. And one hilariously long cucumber. These tomatoes are the cuor di bue variety (ox heart) and soon enough I'll be able to tell you how they taste on toast.

Just a fraction of the cuor di bue harvest

My aunt D says managing her harvest this year has been stressful, even with giving away as much fresh produce as she possibly can. Nonetheless, she is still entering a pumpkin in a giant pumpkin contest this Saturday, not because she expects to come even remotely close to winning, but because, well, why not?

While we sat around looking at photos and catching up after dinner, I happened to glance over and notice damp Martha, as mentioned in my previous post.

Damp Martha

Once she had a few minutes to dry off, she jumped up in uncle D's lap for a lovely evening snuggle. D&D had a cat up until a couple years ago, named Elvis, but haven't yet gotten back to a point of adopting a new cat, so they enjoyed the cat time. Meanwhile, my cousin L went off to sing with a music group (need to learn the name of the singing type again as it sounds like something my sister might like?).

Uncle D and snuggly Martha

The most we saw of George was a brief, shadowy passing and glance at the people in the room. Which is progress for him, actually.
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My family seems to want me to be more of a multisport athlete. Evidence:

Sporting attempt 1: bowling for my aunt L's 73rd birthday on December 26. L is mentally disabled, and her all-time favorite sport is bowling. How could she be denied? My family goes every year. We played not one, not two, but three games. Some family members are more strategic than others about their bowling. I think I managed to get over 100 points in 2 out of the 3 games? Not bad for a sport I practice approximately once every 3 years nowadays. I could tell that strength training has benefited my bowling arm, but my right butt was sore this morning. I probably needed to do it as a form of cross-body activity.

Birthday girl and my Uncle D:
Leslie’s annual birthday bowling bash

Mom and R hurling some bowling balls in the general direction of the pins:
Leslie’s annual birthday bowling bash

R had a series of fantastic bowls in her last game - I believe it was something like 2 strikes in a row and then a spare, plus another strike in there somewhere.

I had one bowl where somehow, the ball veered towards the gutter just as it got near the pins, then bounced into the gutter, then came back out again (!!), and knocked over a good 4-5 pins! Favorite play of the night.

Sporting attempt 2: [personal profile] annikusrex and I have been suffering from a Scrabble deficit. We tried to make up for lost time last night with a Scrabble bender of 3 back-to-back games. AKW won the first two games, with some great plays that included some stellar bingo's. In the final game, I had an almost-bingo in my rack for my last turn, but then AKW blocked that play, so I had to content myself with barely edging out my mother for the win.

We played game #2 on a Giant Scrabble Board, which I can now tell you I Do Not Recommend. It is ridiculous and pointlessly big. It should be sent to Texas. We reverted back to a regularly-sized board for game #3.

Extra-large Scrabble

Sporting attempt 3: Cross-country skiing at the Stevens Pass Nordic Center.

Cross-country skiing

I don't think I've ever been over Stevens Pass before. It was beautiful! But I can see why most people would use Snoqualmie Pass to get out to Eastern Washington. The roads over Snoqualmie Pass are wider and maybe less steep overall.

I made it almost all the way to the end of the trail, but then the trail grooming stopped and the snow was so deep I couldn't stay upright on the skis anymore and decided that was a sign I should turn around. Plus the trail had gotten steeper, so that was enough downhill for me at the moment.

Cross-country skiing

Cross-country skiing

We rented skis from REI, which was really helpful because now I know exactly what size of skis and boots I want to buy for myself.

I have been missing the mountains in Washington.

Cross-country skiing

Cross-country skiing

Cross-country skiing

Cross-country skiing

Cross-country skiing

Cross-country skiing
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Finally, something of a reprieve today. Yesterday, I needed to finish writing my final exam, and had a handful of meetings on top of that, so not much time or bandwidth for much else. Today, in contrast, I am procrastinating from finishing up grading for my Advanced GenBio students (McSweeney's link), so I finally went and got an impression taken for a bite guard to prevent tooth-grinding at night, and I've tackled some lingering internet shopping tasks. I also got a handful of photos and some cat videos uploaded (links to my entire cat video playlist so far - got to do my part to keep the internets running!!).

So now I can show you what I mean, about the fussy bicycling cookies:
Bicycookies

Some of those wheels will roll better than others. A quick internet search also indicates there are better bike cookie cutter designs out there, without the break point between the front and the rear of the bike. But my need to make bicycle-shaped cookies is not so strong that I'm itching for a replacement. I'm just done with this cookie cutter and will put it in the discard bin.

Also, I did go ahead and do this diabolical thing, at my sister's urging, as she is no fool when it comes to potential offers of cookies. Now that she has gotten them, I can share the outcome with you as well:

Boobly-eyed

Boobly-eyed

Boobly-eyed

They actually turned out looking more innocuous and hilarious than I'd intially feared, heh heh heh.

Speaking of which, my sister also finally heard back from the backup surgeon (the surgeon who did the actual boobotomy is out on vacation or something). Of course, the news continues to move like a very slow-moving drama: the surgeon did report a "negative margin" around the main tumor (yay-phew, they got it all out), but also found cancerous cells in one of the three lymph nodes that were removed, although it had no "extranodal extension." That all means my sister's getting a referral to medical oncology, where likely she'll have a CT scan and radiation therapy, plus also possibly chemotherapy and/or hormone therapy (uhh, yay-boo? idk, maybe doesn't lend itself to pithy emotions).

What I'm curious about is whether it's possible to get copies of all the files when they do a CT scan. There have got to be home software options for viewing one's internal organs, and that part at least sounds like fun.

It will be interesting to see what the radiation mask looks like for this application. The radiation masks for head and neck cancers look...difficult.
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My cousin came to town for a visit yesterday! We went to the farmer's market, which we also did last year. I'd forgotten, but it was still great to go. Originally we were going to go to the Massachusetts Museum of Contemporary Art, but it would have been another hour of driving for A, so instead we went to a history/art museum in Albany. The Albany museum was...hmm. I'm not going to say 'interesting.' "Troubling" might be a better descriptor. Don't bring any native American friends to it because there are dead people out on display, and from cultural, personal, and religious standpoints, they will have a very hard time if they encounter the dead people. The dead people are 2 mummies, apparently purchased from a Cairo museum in the early 20th century, with the intention of having them in the museum on display to showcase the fact that Albany is a world-class city.

Ahem.

There was also an extensive collection of Hudson River School landscapes. I mean, it's pretty amazing to see that many grouped together, to fully appreciate the aesthetic.

More than what is in the museum, what stands out to me is what was NOT in the museum. It was very much an Old Dead White Guy (and occasional White Woman) museum.

And then today, the NYT has has an article about how local museums are having to change with the times. If this local museum does, maybe I'll visit it again someday. But my general feeling is that I don't need to ever go back again to this one.

That's really saying something.

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After A left, taking S to the train station so he can venture back west, I read the internet for maybe 15 minutes and then fell fast asleep.

This morning I baked cookies for my bicycling students, and prepared a lemon rhubarb buttermilk bundt cake for that bake-off on Tuesday. Also, pancakes. I've decided that the bicycle cookie cutter is too fussy, so it will have to go. The bike seat portion often breaks off, and it leaves a weak point in the center of the cookie. Plus, decorating them is too fussy.

Got the house all vacuumed and the litterboxes emptied, then lost at Scrabble. Most of the afternoon was once again devoted to rowing-related tasks. I will say again, have some appreciation for the people who design flyers and posters. That business takes a lot of time.

Got some Burrito Factory done, and now I'm finishing grading my Animal Phys students' lab practical exams. Then shower, bed, and the last day of classes tomorrow. Lather, rinse, repeat?
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Precursor to precursor: There's something really...fleshy...about thinking about breast cancer. I can't say I like it. It's different from thinking about colon and/or liver cancer. It is also very strange just generally to find oneself thinking overly much about another person's body in this fashion.

Precursor: Sister updates: in the past week, she had a pre-op MRI, and I hadn't realized this before, but I guess when they want to do a good job of visualizing your boobs, they have you lie facedown, which sounds distinctly uncomfortable. I should have realized they'd do weird things; about 20 years ago when our Uncle F was working as a nuclear medical technician, he went through a phase where he spent a ton of time thinking about breasts, because a doctor had gone and bought an expensive gamma ray camera that had the special feature of taking scans while the patient is sitting upright. Well, it turns out that breast tissue is dense enough to obscure the gamma emissions from the heart, and when a patient with breasts is sitting upright, gravity causes breast tissue to dangle in the wrong way. I don't actually even know if my uncle was able to come up with a workable boob slinger, but this should give you some interesting insights into a side of medicine.

Anyway, in R's MRI, they found a second suspect tissue mass in her other breast. It's smaller than the original one, so if nothing else she's now looking at another round of tissue biopsying and whatnot.

From what I understand, it might be more common than not to have all kinds of interesting "abnormalities" revealed when obtaining an MRI. I don't remember if it was my mother who first pointed this out, or where I learned it, but this seems to especially happen with backs. A person might be going through everyday life just fine, but then something happens and an MRI shows a slipped disk or two that actually have nothing to do with whatever is causing the actual troubles. So oftentimes, things aren't as simple as seeing what shows up on an MRI.

In any case, the MRI did not reveal any reasons to delay the surgery for tumor #1, so her boob-otomy on tumor number 1 was yesterday. That in turn meant that I was a little preoccupied throughout the day, thinking of her, wondering how things were going, knowing there wouldn't really be much news to share right now, grateful knowing that she would be spending a substantial part of the day totally zonked out.

But here's the horrible thought that won't quite go away: I kind of want to send R and L a box of cookies. As you may know, pink-frosted cookies are something of a specialty. I cannot tell you just how very tempted I am to send her circular pink-frosted cookies with googly eyes on them.

The real problem: the problem is that I CANNOT STAND the Breast Cancer Militia, and as such, I have a certain allergy to certain hues of pink and ways of responding to cancer.

So in practice, I won't actually send along such cookies. Sorry, sis. But I can't get the idea to die, so in an act of desperation I'm hoping that just blogging about it will get it to go away.

This kind of response is infinitely better: https://www.instagram.com/reel/Cqf0WhSAruF/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=

if not quite as edible.

In any case, it's going to take the medical people a day or three to wrap up their slicing and dicing of the tissue lump they've extracted. So we won't really have much real news for a little while longer.

And maybe this is how everything is going to go: a very slow-rolling drama that unfolds at an imperceptible pace, mostly just greatly inconveniencing everyone with nagging reminders of our mortality.

Also, I am supposed to be grading lab reports right now. Can you tell?
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Yesterday was an all-boathouse day for me.

Practice in the morning, where it was too cold to row, so we had a big line of ergs going:
Big erg lineup

After coffee at our usual haunt, I went back over to the boathouse at 10 am to deliver maple syrup to one of the runners who won his event for the IceBreaker, and to meet with the club's Coxbox Fairy, who is retiring from Coxbox Fairy duties. Lots of batteries and finicky bits, to add to the existing collection of batteries and finicky bits.

Based on the tides, we scheduled this year's Docks-In to get underway at 2 pm. Given the timing, it seemed simpler to hang out at the boathouse and work on boathouse projects instead of trying to go home and then come back again.

The boathouse projects are endless. I got all of the towels, watering cans, and spray bottles of Simple Green organized. I also dug out the signs advertising the club's summer camps, and returned some miscellaneous items to the storage shed or other storage locations. Pretty soon, other people started arriving, including the company delivering our new dock ramps. My teammate L, pictured below, spearheaded the grant application to fund the ramps and has shepherded the project. She was very thrilled and relieved to see the ramps finally arrive.

Dock-in Day 2023

The company that built them for us also helped with some of the installation work. Normally, we carry the ramps by hand, so this spared us some of the usual heavy lifting.

Dock-in Day 2023

We still did a lot of hand-carrying of the dock sections, though.
Dock-in Day 2023

There were a couple of snafus this year, partly my fault. I'd managed to forget that in the fall, the people who took the sections apart disassembled them incorrectly. That made fitting things back together much more challenging, because it added a lot of extra lifting and placing.

We were also low on people with previous experience with how the sections fit together, and I hadn't made all that many extra copies of the assembly schematic, so there were multiple points with confusion where we had to take sections apart and move them around and reassemble them. Even worse, there were some hinge connector misalignment problems. I barely caught a major one in time to address it on shore.

Even with the hinges in the correct places, we still had some trouble attaching the dock sections together. I suspect part of this is because we've been replacing old, worn-out float sections with brand-new sections that are shaped just differently enough to affect the overall shape of the dock, throwing the hinges out of alignment.

The best that everyone could come up with to try and get things together was an interesting form of tug-of-war:

Dock-in Day 2023

But by now, almost everything is together. We still have one smaller section to add on to the end of the dock, but we'll need to dig up and attach hinges to that section first, and we probably need to order a bunch more spare hinge bolts before that happens, too. We managed to burn through the stockpile of hinge bolts, nuts, and washers pretty fast this year.

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Last night I woke up at around 1 am, unable to sleep, with a flare-up of this horrible jaw pain. Unfortunately, this indicates that bourbon isn't a cure-all, because I'd had some before bed, and clearly, it hadn't worked. But it could still be the case that allergies are a contributing factor, because I forgot to take loratadine on Saturday. So I spent the second half of the night trying to find a comfortable position to sleep, and am groggy today. Bleah.

Since I put the word out regarding my sister, I've also been fielding some of the inquiries and replies from people. It kind of seems to me like one of the bigger things I could do on her behalf at this time is take on some of the emotional burden associated with this kind of health situation. With situations such as this one, a person comes to appreciate people who DON'T ask, "let me know if there's anything I can do" but instead just determine for themselves what they can do that is helpful, and do those things, including just being patient and standing by. I mean, none of the rest of us is in a good position to help her figure out how to get things squared away with her work (one of her priorities), and if anything, having to communicate with even more people just makes that worse for her.

With my dad, my mom and dad eventually got fairly good about providing periodic email updates to friends and family members. Perhaps eventually I can do something similar to that for R. Admittedly, right now, I'm kind of underwater, myself. But it isn't as though there's much to say yet, anyway.
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My sister reports that a couple of weeks ago, she became aware of a lump in her boob. Eventually, that led to a biopsy, which led to some new vocabulary words for us all, in the form of "invasive ductal carcinoma," the most common form of breast cancer.

I started having some deja vu during our family conversation when she talked about how, when she goes to give someone the news, there's an instinctual reaction of other people wanting to tell her their cancer stories, or make a few too many soothing noises. (One of those things where the person experiencing the negative thing suddenly finds themselves becoming the emotional babysitter of other people.) I guess that's how a lot of humans process bad news? So she isn't super keen on the whole process of telling people. I can't blame her. On the other hand, at this point the key people she wanted to tell first all know, so this is more general news and I can blog about it.

The more important part of this whole story is some of the important logistical details we discussed as a family during our weekly Zoom call: when they do the lumpectomy, can they put something else in her boob instead? Perhaps a squeaker from a squeaky toy? And when she goes in for it, can she preemptively write some important messages on her chest for the surgeon to see? Something to the effect of, "Not this one" but then crossed out, with "jk LOL actually yes this one" written beneath?

Her surgeon, by the way, sounded nonplussed at the squeaky toy request, noting that this is the first time anyone had ever asked her that. I guess surgeons aren't accustomed to someone reacting to terrible news with terrible jokes?

In any case, none of us will really know how serious things are until the surgery, which will take place in around 10 days' time. From what I understand from the tissue biopsy results, some of the major cancer markers are okay at the moment - estrogen positive but progesterone negative, and HER2 negative. But I can't say I'm a world expert on breast cancer, so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

When they do the lumpectomy, they will also take out two sentinel lymph nodes, and at that point we will have a better picture of the entire scope of things. The imagination runs wild at this point.

In the meantime, it's sounding like it will be a good idea for me to start in on getting those 'grams of the ma'ams for myself sooner rather than later, as I don't want to upstage my sister or anything.

It's probably a good thing my sister got herself off of the Book of Face; I feel like some of our relatives might be challenging to cope with in light of this kind of news. Simply in regards to the generation of (assuredly well-meaning) questions and comments that require some form of acknowledgement or reply. That sort of thing takes effort, man. Effort that one would rather put towards something else.

So now you know.
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Growing up, my parents established a household division of labor whereby my mother did the cooking and my father washed dishes. However, that obscures the fact that my father actually did do at least some of the cooking. He was in charge of Saturday morning pancakes and Sunday morning breakfast (hash browns and scrambled eggs).

As such, in the years spent with him in the kitchen in various capacities, I had many opportunities to observe his kitchen behaviors. Whenever he did the cooking, he was very strategic about his use of kitchen implements, because he approached cooking as an optimization problem whereby one should attempt to dirty the fewest dishes possible while preparing a meal. He had a pretty dialed-in choreography for making pancakes, for instance, something that I've basically adopted for my own circumstances.

I'm not sure if he explicitly taught me the "clean as you go" cooking method, or if that was something I picked up further down the road, but in my own cooking, hilariously, sometimes I manage to go overboard and start cleaning up dishes before I've actually finished using them.

My mother seems to have adopted a slightly different cooking strategy. I believe it's a strategy where the goal is to have food assembled swiftly, probably originally to appease small, whiny children who then proceed to turn their noses up and pick at things anyway. This tends to result in 6 extra dirty pans, 12 extra spatulas, 22 forks and 3 butter knives strewn about when dinner arrives on the dinner table.

My father was always incredibly patient about this stylistic difference. If anything, he would give a sigh before rolling up his sleeves to get to work, and the dishes would get done. I would note that he definitely DID teach me about the correct order of operations for handwashing dishes. At some point in the Scrabble Society era, the topic of dish handwashing methods came up, and caused me to eventually look up a WikiHow that very much affirmed my father's approach. Hot water in the soapy dishpan first, glasses and utensils first, rinse pan of clean hot water, wash the greasy cookware last. That's the gist of it.

I could never seem to master his packing algorithm for the dishwasher. I don't think any of us did. If we saw fit to attempt to load the dishwasher, that would be all well and good, and then just before starting it he would go back through every single dish to reposition items just so. The dishwasher would always be run only when it was exactly Full.

As a result of this, I absolutely hate dishwashers and refuse to use them for anything more than an extended drying rack.

Actually, that's not completely true. I generally avoid using them because if it's just me in a household, I never fill the dishwasher in time to run it before the dishes in it begin to fossilize.

At some point over the course of household negotiations in New York, I came to realize something. For me, the vastly preferable system for the kitchen division of labor is to divide things up according to cooking AND cleaning days, rather than creating a division between cooking and cleaning.

This is because to me, it is important that whoever does the cooking comes to appreciate the direct dishwashing consequences of their cooking style. Then he or she can make decisions about what they want to do about it all.

On weeknights, S and I do try to alternate cleanup; for those occasions we are typically eating leftovers rather than doing a lot of cooking. I still tend to do a bit more strategic dirty dish queuing, but that's a difference that must be lived with.

In light of this, it's now rather jarring whenever I wind up encountering people who assume the split cooking/cleanup approach is the correct social default. Especially when a big production is made of the whole "cooking a special meal just for you" without attention to the time and effort involved in cleanup afterword.

On the other hand, it remains true that it is way more entertaining to wash someone else's dishes than it is to wash one's own dishes. For the past several weeks, I've been bribing myself to be diligent about washing the dishes by making myself wait to eat dessert until after the dishes are done. The way my daily energy is, my default would be to wash dishes in the morning, but as Office Mouse makes clear, kitchen fastidiousness in the evening is requisite during Mouse Season.
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My dad grew up in Montana, so when I was growing up our family would make annual pilgrimages from Seattle out to visit our extended family and spend time out in the Montana landscape. I have so many vivid memories of all kinds of adventures in Montana from over the years. Hiking trips in the mountains are among the most precious, but that was far from everything we ever did. Western Montana will forever hold a piece of my heart.

One year, we stopped in Butte to visit the Butte Pit - actually the Berkeley Pit, but I remember it as the Butte Pit.

The landscape of Western Montana is pockmarked and deeply disturbed by the legacy of mining. My dad grew up in Ennis, which is a short distance from two gold mining ghost towns-cum-tourist traps that we would routinely visit on our trips. Virginia City was large enough to have an old-timey Main Street with a candy shop, multiple gift shops, restaurants, bars, and a small musical theater. I'll never forget the year when, during a vaudeville act sung by a scantily-clad woman wearing a black feather boa, one of my younger cousins excitedly shouted, "It's an eagle!!" I tended to like Nevada City slightly better, because it consisted of more spread-out house displays one could wander among, sticking one's beak through doorways to admire the humble homes and workplaces. Nevada City would go quiet at night. Virginia City hosted the regional Fourth of July Fireworks show.

It was years before I came to understand one of the landscapes we'd pass by when visiting Virginia City and Nevada City. You'll have to forgive me my description, for I am neither a mining nor a geology expert. It was a relatively flat landscape that consisted of furrows of small to mid-size rubble, with shallow ponds of water interspersed. It was relatively nondescript, overgrown with grasses and small shrubs. Peaceful and quiet. I think it might have been a Roadside Geology book entry where we learned that this was the site of a mining practice that involved scooping up the surface material, hunting through it for valuable substances, then dumping out the tailings behind, moving inexorably forward to the next patch, leaving behind massive furrows of rock.

We spent a lot of time hiking, walking around, and riding horses in Montana. When we finally actually looked at that mined-out field and really saw it for the first time, it was immediately clear that the field was now completely hostile to anyone who might be interested in walking around. Perhaps birds, insects, and small mammals could join the scraggly plants that had quietly established a toehold, but whatever had been there previously was completely and utterly gone and upended.

This is far from the only large-scale landscape transformation in Montana. When we visited the Butte Pit, we learned that it was gradually refilling with water that contained leachate full of heavy metal residues from the rock remaining around the edges of the pit. There were concerns about migrating birds landing in the water and dying of exposure to the toxic metals. I was in high school at the time, so some of the events in the Wikipedia entry linked above hadn't yet happened.

At that time, I had a point-and-shoot film camera, so as any tourist does, I took a handful of photos. For one, I asked my parents and sister to show their reactions to what we'd observed at the Butte Pit.

ButtePitDisgust

I was reminded of this photo yesterday in a conversation about inheritance and family resemblances.

It still kind of boggles the mind that there's a gift shop adjacent to this mining pit overlook. The gift shop sells all kinds of beautiful copper products.
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When I reached late high school / early college age, my parents reasoned that since they couldn't set out and travel the world (for various reasons), maybe instead what they should do is host exchange students. Our very first exchange student was from Japan, part of a program that brought people together from around the world to work on environmental restoration projects in the greater Seattle area.

If I am remembering correctly, L was the exchange student after that, from Bulgaria. While she was with us, we brought her on one of our annual expeditions up to Sunrise, on Mt. Rainier. My mom and grandfather have gone up to Sunrise at least once a year every single year of their lives, with maybe 1-2 exceptions, so those visits are always cherished parts of summer.

The year L was with us, [personal profile] annikusrex's family joined us as well, and in addition to moseying around the Visitor's Center we went on a short hike out to the Mt. Fremont Lookout.

A and G goofing around in the parking lot while waiting for our parents to get ready for the hike:
Sunrise 2000

Sunrise 2000

All three of us were very much into the X-files, and into black zip-up hoodies. Hey, I'm pretty sure those things are all still true today, 20 years later.
Sunrise 2000

One of G's special talents at the time was sleeping. He could sleep anywhere.
Sunrise 2000

Sunrise 2000

Clouds kept rolling in that day, so about half of the hike was fogged in, but the other half of the time we had the usual incredible alpine views.

Sunrise 2000

Lunch at the fire lookout, where we were rather socked in, so the only scenery was the people.
Sunrise 2000

One of the only photos I have with Kathleen in it, here with my dad and A. Blurry, because this was a point-and-shoot film camera.
Sunrise 2000

L, with some of those other partial views. It is pleasing to be up on Tahoma when you're occasionally in the clouds. Quiet and peaceful. This was a couple years before my cousin Zack disappeared, so our relationship to the mountain was different at the time (I don't blame the mountain! Just trying to provide context).
Sunrise 2000

Sunrise 2000

We really loved having L as an exchange student. Every person is bound to be different; L wound up completing a degree in microbiology and became a college professor in Bulgaria. It was a gift to host her and learn about her life; in turn, she cooked and fed us some phenomenal Bulgarian dishes!
Sunrise 2000

The exchange program had the participants doing hard outdoor work; the people of Washington are fortunate to get to enjoy many of the benefits of their trail and environmental restoration work.

Sunrise 2000

G is skeptical of my thoughts on the foggy views:
Sunrise 2000

These photos are out of sequence, but this is how I put them into the album, so. We've got AKW messing around in the parking lot, and a pause at Frozen Lake to admire how it is frozen, and take a group photo. The group photo tells you a lot about my relationship with my older brother.
Sunrise 2000

Hilarious at the time:
Sunrise 2000

We Were So Young Then.
Sunrise 2000

Kath looks at the lake.
Sunrise 2000

We came, we saw, we went.
Sunrise 2000

Sunrise 2000

Sunrise 2000
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Maybe just 1-2 photos each instead of full posts since I seem to have fallen behind and with the semester about to begin, I may never catch up.

1. Foster Island walk, especially the underside of the 520 bridge, maybe also the video of the Montlake Bridge going up (because I am 5 years old and love watching drawbridges, and maybe you are 5 years old, too).

New Under-View

Foster/Marsh Island Path



2. Mom's amazing garden. Holy zucchini, Batman!
Mom's Garden

Mom's Garden

3. Photos of photos: Mt. Rainier hike back when L was an exchange student staying with us; a favorite set of print photos. There's a lot more that could be said about these. These are the only photos I found that had Kath in them. There are more on Flickr.

Sunrise 2000

Sunrise 2000

Sunrise 2000

4. Rowing at the Lake Washington Rowing Club:

Lake Washington Rowing Club 2022

5. Amazing weekend kayak camping trip to Schodack Island with [personal profile] scrottie, including new Bridge Club bridges!

'yak to Schodack

'yak to Schodack

'yak to Schodack

We found a weather balloon!

'yak to Schodack

We also watched the train bridge open up for the Captain JP III....and then have issues closing again, with a train honking somewhat impatiently. I filmed that, too, but don't have time to post it yet.

Got to get things set up for teaching next week, and we need to wrap up this leafcutter experiment, too. Busy times, but hopefully a good collection of memories to carry me through the darker days of fall and winter.
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It is difficult to sift through the jumble of emotions coming to the surface on this trip. I've had a strong urge to take a lot of photographs, but at the same time it hasn't felt right to take many of the photos; being present in realtime is more important than that and instead there are mental images I hope I can retain.

A huge one is the way the light comes in and falls in AKW's family's house, in the dining room, kitchen, and den.

Meanwhile, the Catholic church I grew up in is closing, being merged with the church with the parochial school 2 miles away up the hill.

I only just learned a few things this morning about that change: apparently just a few months ago, the priest at the parochial church reached his personal limit with the global Catholic church's treatment of gay people, and resigned/left the priesthood. So that church, also, has been put into some state of crisis, which actually created a temporary reprieve for my parents' church.

The two churches are almost hilariously opposite in certain ways. The church I grew up in is all blond wood, yellow brick, Celtic, honey-colored, and warm and light inside.

I went to the parochial school, and my Catholic high school continued to use that church for Mass, so I've spent a lot of time in the other building as well. It is a combination romanesque, early gothic, but also art deco design, built of reinforced concrete. It is cavernous, solemn, with full stained glass windows festooned with religious and symbolic imagery. It is large enough to house a working organ, with echoing acoustics. When you walk inside, you are very much in a Catholic church designed to remind you of historic Catholic churches in Europe, which demands you take it Seriously.

Prior to Kathleen's funeral, the last time I was in the church I grew up in was for that horrible, hard day of my father's funeral. So you can imagine how being back could stir up a LOT of emotions, especially given the longstanding friendship between my father and Kath.

Ultimately, a Church is its people, not its buildings. The people of the church I grew up in are still very much full of the stories and community they've created; with this forced departure they won't simply be assimilated into the parochial church; the parochial church will experience transformation with them.

Today is the very last day of Sunday mass at the church I grew up in. Many questions remain about what will happen to its physical building, a building which many people have poured countless hours of energy into. It is a building with a long history of transformation. Today, after Mass, the people of the church I grew up in will go together on the 2-mile walk up the hill to meet with the people of the parochial church and have a meal together.

During middle and high school, AKW and I would routinely sit in the very back pew of the church I grew up in during Mass. A few minutes into Mass, we would look at each other and then sneak out to the park across the street, where we would swing idly on the swings, maybe go down the rocket ship slide, maybe climb the trees that are now too big to be climbed. I believe we'd generally return sometime around Eucharist.

Yesterday, I rode my bike through Interlaken Park, thinking about how perhaps the road through the park will outlive so many of the buildings that surround it. One can hope. A bicyclist in Massachusetts recently described a section of a bike ride there as riding through a "green tunnel." If New England has green tree tunnels, Washington has something closer to green tree cathedrals, and don't try and tell me they are anything like the Redwood forests of California, because they are different yet.

Today, instead of the church with the blond wood and yellow brick, it is time to walk again through the trees of the Arboretum. That is all I can tell you.
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Don't you just love those episodes of "what I'd like to be doing vs. what I should actually be doing" ?

Yesterday evening I went through the photo albums I have in my possession, to see what photos, if any, I have of Kathleen. Hard copy photo albums are such a funny thing now. I believe I got my very first camera ever in around the sixth grade - at least, that's when I remember losing that camera at the Smithsonian Air and Space Museum (coincidentally, a trip I went on with [personal profile] annikusrex's family). It was a super cheap point-and-shoot that took cartridges instead of film rolls.

At this point I'm grateful for those memories of loading in the film (don't expose it!!!!!), winding the finished cartridge, bringing the cartridge to the drugstore to be developed, waiting to see how the photos all turned out. A lot of the photos were utterly terrible, but the whole process of having to wait and see is so different from the instant gratification of digital photography.

In any case, I believe that the majority of the hard-copy photos that remain from my childhood are all still at my mom's house. Not too long ago she tried to give them to us, but those old photo albums are huge and awkward, so I think I declined to schlep anything with me all the way back across the country on an airplane.

The hard-copy photos that have traveled with me all date from the end of high school through college, a timeframe when I spent some time with AKW's family, but apparently didn't see fit to photodocument much of our activities together. (in contrast, I have a ridiculous and unnecessary number of photos of rowing-related things and of certain Monty Python Society shenanigans; I no longer even remember the names of many of the people in those photos)

I did find one set of photos that goes along with a relatively simple story that I am now rather keen to scan in and share, from one small hike on Mt. Rainier. But I'm at work, and I should be working on some time-sensitive data analysis and manuscript-writing instead.

Having to compartmentalize is annoying, is all.
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Two additional small tidbits I want to remember:

1. As I think about it, because of her own life experiences Kathleen made darn certain that both AKW and I grew up with a strong sense and value of self. This is no small thing, and is a good part of the basis for my own feminist beliefs.

2. Related to #1: I loved Kathleen's stories about teaching kids how to read. She noted that doing so involved 2 main things. The first thing is individual attention: the kids she worked with were kids who were struggling to learn how to read. There's no substitute, when you are a kid, for the experience of having an adult give you their individual attention, treating you with respect as a person. We are humans, and we respond well to a sense of care from others. The second thing is related to the first thing: Kathleen said she figured out that the best way to encourage a kid to learn how to read, is to first learn about something that that particular kid really loves, whether it's basketball, race cars, dinosaurs, butterflies, whatever. Once she learned what a particular kid loves, she would go to the library and find books specifically about that subject, and then those were the books she'd use to teach that kid how to read. There is a huge difference between reading a book about Dick and Jane and Spot the Dog because that's what was assigned to you, and learning to read a book where you discover that books can bring you new and wonderful ideas about something you already like.

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Aug. 3rd, 2022 05:15 pm
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I know it's blurry.

Full bus for the journey

Preparing to walk
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Just learned that my bff's mom Kathleen passed away early Sunday morning, after a long and difficult period of neurological decline (diagnosed as Parkinson's, but I suspect it was more just Parkinson's-like).

I don't think I have many photos of Kathleen, in spite of the fact that she played a huge and important role in my life. She had the sweetest smile. She was my second mom, really. Instead, her passing brings so many stories and memories to the surface. It feels best to start towards the end and move backwards, although I most certainly won't fit every story here right now. When my dad died, Kathleen was still doing well enough to get around, so she sat next to me on the bus ride out to Herland Forest, and held my ball of yarn and enjoyed its softness while I started working on the sweater that is a gift from AKW. She has always loved being around people and connecting with them in her special way, and manifested this by reading to me from a pamphlet from the Nisqually National Wildlife Refuge. Some people found her to be strange or odd, but I think because I grew up knowing her, I always simply knew her as Kathleen-like, and have always loved and appreciated her for who she was, because she was always her authentic self, and worked hard to be kind and giving.

At one of the gatherings for my dad, she spoke again of when she and he first met, in college, where she was frustrated by how she was treated as a woman studying mathematics, but comforted by chances to talk about it with my dad over coffee. She was one of countless women held back in life by rampant sexism prevalent in the sciences in the 1960's-70's. Instead, she used her talents in countless other ways. She taught so many kids how to read. She learned ASL so she could serve as an interpreter, and created many joyful friendships with members of our church's deaf-blind community. She was a fantastic cook, thanks in part to time spent working as a gourmet caterer. Much of my interest in cooking comes from countless hours in her kitchen, perusing cookbooks and learning about all kinds of dishes and foods that were foreign to me. Indian food, Chinese food, brussels sprouts, peas picked fresh out of the garden, spaghetti squash.

We will always remember her for the holiday candy-making parties, learning how to pull taffy, making the most fantastic peanut brittle and dipped chocolates. Frosting cookies, but eating half of them in the process, achieving an incredible, youthful sugar high.

And sewing. My own mom got me started with sewing, but it was Kathleen who took things to the next level. For Kathleen, sewing was a wonderful form of artistic expression, a world of puzzles and creative challenges.

Gardening, too.

Really, Kathleen introduced me to so much of the world's richness and beauty. As they say, her memory is a huge blessing. Her passing is hard, as my own father's passing was hard. A door is closing on aspects of our childhoods. Just as with my dad, I am sure there is some relief with an end to her suffering. She will be greatly missed; I will honor her by giving to others the gifts she gave to me.
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My cousin A came up for a visit yesterday, since she had a 3-day weekend and wanted to get out. We paid a visit to the farmer's market, and then headed up to check out Thatcher State Park. I've been wanting to visit Thatcher for a while now, because I've heard nice things about it and it seems close enough for a future overnight bike camping expedition.

Little did I realize the trek is uphill to get there! That's not a total dealbreaker for camping, but does affect planning. As does learning they have an online campsite reservation system, and aren't open for camping until May 5 at the earliest. Another benefit of a recon mission is getting a copy of a map of the park.

I can't tell you how incredible it felt to finally go up in elevation to a place where it was possible to look out over Albany and its surroundings. I have a much better sense of place now that I understand Albany and the Hudson River are in the middle of a glacial valley.

It was also a fantastic time to visit, because the trees haven't leafed out yet to obscure the view, and the weather was sunny and clear so we could look out from the Helderberg Escarpment and see all the way up to the Adirondacks. Plus, the park's busy season appears to be May through October, so although there were people around, there weren't throngs, and parking was free.

I took approximately two million photos, which I'll put below a cut.

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The window of time between March 3 and March 7 will always be one where I will think of my dad. March 3 is his birthday; he died on March 7. I want to write a short story post soon, including some photos from LJ, but I'd really like to figure out a strategy for batch reuploading photos to Flickr and automagically captioning them with the captions from LJ. I have photo titles and captions in a text file as part of html image embed links:

IMG src="url that includes album number and image filename" title="title I wrote" alt="description"

And the images are all currently saved in one big directory. This seems like a feasible project, just not one to try and tackle in the morning when I have a big pile of paying work staring at me.

There's almost a decade's worth of photos in that directory. Only the most important/meaningful ones because storage space on LJ was limited.

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