I am getting ready to engage in that seasonal habit of sending physical greeting cards to friends and family, and it feels as though the act may create a tailspin, because the time is coinciding with one of those points where I simultaneously agonize, "I have too much STUFF" and then go on an eBay ordering frenzy for certain specific miscellaneous things, then decide on yet another craft project to attempt.
I want to be thoughtful about what I create. I am currently trying to design a greeting card for the rowing club. Another rower gave me a fantastic photo to work off of, so I started out trying to turn it into a drawing as a starting point for puzzling out the medium I'd like to use. Then I wanted to start adding color to it, so I dug around and pulled out my colored pencils. And wasn't
that a total trip down memory lane.

I haven't really used these colored pencils in probably 20 years. I should probably just get rid of them, but I can't convince myself to part with them just yet. Most of them are Prismacolors, but there are a couple of Staedtlers in the mix as well. The colored pencils symbolize some sort of adolescent artistic aspiration, never fully realized. I took drawing classes in high school and college, but we never used colored pencils in those classes, just graphite, charcoal, and conte crayons, so I can't say I've ever really learned how to use colored pencils. It might sound strange to feel like I need to
learn how to use colored pencils, but there you have it. I am pretty sure that Berol is fully aware of how compelling the huge, bright rainbow sets of pencils are for many young people. They are exciting to buy. Less exciting is when the soft lead within some of the pencils crumbles so much that it's next to impossible to keep them anywhere near pointed. Or when the colors just don't behave on paper the way one might wish they would.
Ultimately I don't think colored pencils will be my final medium of choice for this project.
In the time since I worked with those colored pencils, I took oil painting classes, where I learned so much more about colors and the mixing thereof, about texture, about composition. I've returned to both oil painting and watercolors more often than I've been back to see these pencils. In the big picture I still prefer ceramics over these other media, but the space requirements and costs for ceramics mean I'm still in a holding pattern on that front for right now.
I suppose if I get desperate I can just resort to googly eyes again, for everyone, for everything.
I also think I generally prefer artistic expression tied to everyday objects intended to be interacted with, as opposed to items intended to be displayed or hung up on a wall somewhere.
This is a little hard to reconcile with the act of creating holiday greetings.
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Thinking about holiday greetings also gets me thinking about the year in review, as many family members and friends take this as an opportunity to share what they've been up to over the past year. That is making me think about the subject line for this post. It is less compelling to read about grading papers.
Instead, my thoughts turn to some of the big adventures of the year: that snowy, cold Bays and Bridges 200k; the Portland Daytrip 400k; traveling to San Diego for the social insect meeting, then returning to do that ride to Niagara Falls with S, and beyond. And also our first kayak camping trip, finally. That solo bike ride up Mount Graylock. The sweltering summer days on the river, but also the daily ins and outs, watching the foliage change, the tides come up and go down.
I'm reminded of hiking to the top of Fan Mountain with my dad, the year we finally reached the summit. He taught me that there are often summit logs at the tops of mountains such as Fan. I believe the summit log at that time was tucked inside a plastic peanut butter jar for safekeeping. He observed how arriving at the summit of a mountain seems to cause a lot of people to get really philosophical, as evidenced by the things they wrote in their log entries. He wasn't inclined to attempt to write anything profound. I don't remember if we even recorded our presence and arrival in the log.
It was also a different log from the previous time he'd summited Fan, 40 years prior. There's no telling what happened to that prior log. Most likely the log we encountered is gone by now, too.
Maybe I should just buy something chintzy from Hallmark and call it a day.