rebeccmeister: (Acromyrmex)
I posted a brief question on another social media platform about this, but it deserves its own, more extensive post here.

As background: the deadline for the annual submission of research proposals to the National Science Foundation is looming. Depending on your experience, you may or may not know much about the ins and outs of how scientists find money to do their jobs, but here's my brief synopsis of the current state of affairs: if your work is in the "basic" sciences, this means it is inherently work conducted with the goal of gaining a better understanding of how the world works. This doesn't mean it is completely abstracted and removed from practical purposes, but it does mean that any such benefits are secondary to the primary curiosity behind the exploration of a particular topic. As such, if you're seeking to address a particularly complex topic, you may require financial resources to do your work. These financial resources could allow you to hire someone to help you with the work, or could pay for expensive instrumentation or analyses. My recent example of a camera setup for filming cricket movement is actually an example of a super-cheap thing I cobbled together. But if you need money, you'll have to go hunting for it.

Who will fund basic science? In the United States, the public has generally and historically recognized that there is substantial public benefit to funding basic science. This underlies the creation of the National Science Foundation. It's most certainly NOT the ONLY potential funding stream, but it has been a big one for many scientists working at many universities. In May, one of the authors of the Dynamic Ecology blog wrote an extensive piece about the current state and future of the NSF, which is worth reading.

But I want to focus on a slightly different topic. Some time back, pressure from Congress caused the NSF to modify its grant proposal guidelines, to require proposal-writers to explicitly describe "Broader Impacts" activities that will be performed in conjunction with the research proposed in the grant. An article came out in 2012 assessing how this whole "Broader Impacts" thing has been going, and if you read just the abstract, I think you'll observe the actions have fallen pretty short of the ambitions.

So now let's come back and put the rubber to the road a bit. I've engaged my my fair share of "Broader Impacts" activities, although much of those happened during graduate school - I've done almost nothing of the sort as a postdoc. Or haven't I? What I wonder is, where do we put things like the small project I've been developing, to document the research methods I use for studying leafcutter ants and crickets? Is there a better clearinghouse? At ASU, my department worked to help faculty structure their broader impacts by providing a collection of activities and programs to choose among - things like Ask-A-Biologist, which is explicitly directed towards K-12 education and has fine-tuned its processes for getting science into the hands of the public.

But I don't know if my photo albums really belong at that sort of place. So my general questions, on that other social media site, are:

Something I've wondered about - what makes for the most meaningful "Broader Impacts" science activities? It seems to me that people are all over the board on this front, ranging from classroom visits to "citizen science"-driven research programs. Some feel the activities are a distraction from work requiring intense focus and time; others see them as vital to the scientific process. What's the best way to effectively direct these energies?

I imagine some of you may have thoughts on the subject, too.

Long week

Jul. 11th, 2014 09:04 pm
rebeccmeister: (bikegirl)
My portions of the R workshop are over. A relief. I wound up assembling all the web files for the course over on my website because of some of the ridiculousness involved in trying to get someone else to set things up on the site for the university program. Anyway, there they are, in case they're useful to any of you for some reason ([livejournal.com profile] scrottie, for instance). Given the philosophy underlying the workshop, I'd best be sharing things with you.

The hard part is, now I'm an "expert." I'm hoping that people will start to figure out how to help out each other, particularly after we set up a local R User Group.

We know it was a long week because of major kitchen failures this morning. S tried to brew coffee without all the pieces assembled correctly in the Moka pot (missing the gasket and screen), and then I had to just leave the kitchen entirely for a little while so he could obtain caffeine and not have a total meltdown in the process. Got the plants watered to the point where they wouldn't die in the mid-day heat, and scrambled to get breakfast and in to campus for the day.

I think I'm reasonably satisfied with the approaches I used for the material I covered. Yesterday's material went more smoothly than today's, largely because we were all fresh at the beginning of the day yesterday. But also because I had a lot of excellent starting materials for yesterday's topics, whereas for today I had to work harder to put things together. I basically had to introduce everyone to three different graphics packages to the point where they could see enough to decide which package would best suit their needs - all in an hour and a half. Not easy to do when everyone's brain is a bit fried and things have been running late because of previous enthusiastic instructors.

The first instructor today was excellent, so it was fine that he took extra time. After all, he got everyone to collectively write a Rule 30 cellular automaton, a great confidence-builder for people learning about programming for the first time, after walking everyone through basic logic structures. You have to understand that most biologists are completely at home with sticking their hands into small burrows and extracting and identifying the occupants. They're patient enough to work their way through logic, but they require an introduction and guidelines to get started. Amazingly, I've never been to a workshop before where everyone has managed to get everything downloaded and installed successfully. A benefit of teaching seasoned graduate students, postdocs and faculty, I suppose.

I'm left wondering what this all does for me. On the one hand, I've amassed some valuable expertise - it's clear that there's a dire need for people who can toggle back and forth between speaking English coherently and programming (scripting, mostly). On the flipside, are there ways to value this skillset in academic contexts - as in, will it actually help get me a job somewhere? Hard to say - in that respect, I've been an absolute bargain so far.
rebeccmeister: (bikegirl)
Sometimes, getting myself worked up to work on a job application is incredibly difficult. I wasted spent this morning trying to wade through a bunch of miscellaneous "academic job search" pages to find something I read once about how to handle the search, mostly in vain, before finally giving up. The main part I remember is that it suggested calling the institution conducting the search to ask a couple of specific questions, but I can't remember the specific questions, dangit. I *do* remember thinking the questions would be valuable to ask, and would help me deal with some of the emotional barrier I experience when applying for things, if that makes any sense. Sigh.

And meanwhile, here are two things I read:

1. The story of someone whose soul got crushed in academia but who is still dedicated to helping others succeed

and

2. The UC-Berkeley Career Center pages on the academic job search, et cetera

Application formats all have their own special little quirks. For this one, I need to fit a lot more information into the cover letter, but I'm going to make it fun information, goshdarnit, because it can all be about the stuff I really enjoy in insect physiology. If they don't want me for who I am, it's probably a place too closely aligned with the description in item 1, above, and that isn't where I want to be. I desire to be in a place where people are happy humans, not in a place dominated by obsessions over rank and prestige.

Suspend

May. 21st, 2014 03:58 pm
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The most recent thing I'm telling people is this: I don't know what I'll be doing next, and believe me, I want to know probably even more than you do.

On Saturday, [livejournal.com profile] scrottie and I had some discussion of plans for the upcoming weeks, because he needs to figure out his travel arrangements for things, in particular YAPC (conference), which is happening in mid-June in Orlando. I had been making arrangements to go up to Nebraska for May and June, but the boss-man pointed out that it would be a really good idea for me to get at least one of the two cricket manuscripts submitted for publication before my departure. And he's right about that, and it's still going to take more time here. There's also the leafcutter manuscript, in case I ever get bored, heh.

So then, other logistics have had to be considered. My lease is up at the end of July, plus Dr. Z says he'll be in Europe from July 29 until August 9, so it doesn't make sense for me to jet up to Nebraska just as he's jetting out of the country. S is heading back to AZ as of Saturday to hole himself up and get ready for YAPC, and then it makes the most sense for him to come back through Texas on his way back from Orlando to continue work on the car, and so then it makes the most sense for me to be in Texas from mid-June to mid-July, for the sake of being present when S is here and getting my household all packed up and the car sorted out and such.

Follow all that? Mostly, I hope. So, what I know is, I'll be warming my heels in Texas until the end of July. At that point, I'll pack up the majority of my worldly possessions, and will probably use one of those pod-like services that will let a person pack and store and then later designate a shipping destination, when I actually have a shipping destination. I'll reserve out a carload of stuff that I can potentially live off of for October through December, and said stuff, myself, and my cat will go...somewhere...for that timeframe. Honestly, I'm most concerned about my cat.

In that interim - I submitted an application for a 1-year postdoc fellowship that has a <1% success rate (~350 applicants, 5 winners). Outcome to be announced in November. I'll be writing an NSF grant with Dr. Z and another collaborator, due before he leaves for Europe; we'll know the outcome for that one in early December; success would mean 3 more years of postdoc work in Nebraska (seems like a great place!). I don't know yet about Seattle U, but I can't exactly get my hopes up, and that's the only position I have yet to hear back on at present (welcome to the fun life of a biology postdoc!). Plus, maybe it won't be the right fit. I'll be keeping an eye on the job market this fall and applying for things again.

A writer over at Small Pond Science recently summarized much of what this stage of things feels like. I try to be utilitarian about things, when I can, evaluating what's in my control and what's out of my control, and what I know I can do is work away at the stuff right in front of me. I have to trust that there's value in this work, and get it to the point where it can be shared with others. I know I have valuable assets to offer, but figuring out where I will fit in for the long run sure can be a complex, messy dance.
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I think I found this essay, 'Linda Grant: "I have killed my books"' through [livejournal.com profile] gfrancie. It captures many of the mixed emotions I feel over stuff-ownership (and especially book ownership). Amusing that it's an excerpt from a Kindle Single.

Let's remember Rachel Carson. I think at times I've shied away from learning more about her because environmentalism can be a polarizing topic. However, this interview makes it clear that she was a thoughtful, multidimensional person, and certainly deserves to be honored and learned about.

NY Times: What Farm-to-Table Got Wrong. My CSA in Arizona gave us grains and legumes. I found the wheat berries challenging to use; they felt labor-intensive to prepare and cook. I like the concept of more local, food-processing middlemen, but I don't know how it all should get / will get actualized. The article title is obnoxious, and I don't think the content deserves it.

Are US researchers slowly boiled frogs? - or thinking out of the box about the future of NSF. Again, an item where I don't have all the answers. But since science is my livelihood, I'll stay tuned in to the conversation on innovation.

Your House is Full of Flies. A grad school friend of mine has gone on to work with the research group that produced this article. They're doing some really cool stuff - cool on a number of different levels. He's been studying ants in New York City, for instance - so, not only is he learning about what the ants are up to, he's having all sorts of opportunities to teach other people about urban entomology. As with any line of inquiry, I'm sure it has its ups and downs. But there's considerable merit in studying the biology immediately at hand. I want to think about ways to do analogous projects with crickets.

About ANT-ibiotics - a cool interview with scientists studying the antibiotics used by leafcutter ants. A completely different way of using insights gained from the natural world.

A roundtable on an explicitly *urban* sustainable development goal. This is some fairly abstract thinking, but there are interesting thoughts tucked in here.

...and now I can close a bunch of tabs and work on other things.
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Posted here so I can close out some tabs.

Report on Academic Salaries. I read a commentary piece on this report that predominantly noted that most of the recent salary increases are benefiting administrators and sports coaches, not faculty. I haven't read the full report yet, and I don't know if I will.

A friend wrote a piece on The first days of a new tenure-track faculty job. Lots of potentially helpful insights.

So, Where will a Biology PhD actually take you? New Biology faculty members should be required to print out a copy of this poster and hang it up on their wall.

Lastly, a brief piece on what happens when supposedly-hypothetical situations in a diversity workshop actually come from someone's personal experiences. This story is a reminder that pushes for equality and support often come at great personal cost.
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As mentioned in my previous post, I spent a lot of time over the past week with I, a new graduate student. Interacting with her is reminding me of a number of little things that I have learned over my time as a scientist. A lot of those little things are obvious, in retrospect, but I always have to wonder if I would have spent less time flailing around if I'd known about or thought about many of them earlier in my career. A few examples:

1. Enter in your data as you collect it. (this is what I'm working on today, which is what made me think about this entry)

2. Along those same lines: Clean up as you go along.

3. While writing manuscripts, keep a text file with a "to do next" list. Actually, this should be started even before you start writing a manuscript. For me, it has been the simplest way to put down a project and then be able to pick it back up with minimal fuss.

4. When meeting with other people, put as much as you can into writing, but keep it simple. To have a focused meeting, have a goal for the meeting and put that at the top. Do you want feedback on a specific piece of writing? Do you want help with the experimental design? Do you want help figuring out the holes in your logic? Are you trying to figure out who to put on your committee or who to include in the project? The sooner you can get concrete specifics in writing, the easier it will be for others to help you make progress.

5. Have a plan for analyzing your data *before* you collect the data. You might change your mind later on, but this will save you many potential massive headaches. This means having a thorough outline of your experiment and its dependent variables. Is it frequency data? Continuous data? How many treatments are you comparing? How many figures in a paper will this translate into?

6. Consider keeping annotated bibliographies for projects. I don't know about you, but my brain and memory are small, and the amount of literature I need to be familiar with is large, and covers a wide range of themes. Annotated bibliographies are a shortcut for organizing your thoughts about the literature, and for staying on task with #3. I just keep mine in text files. No need to get fancy.

7. There are a lot of other useful sources of information that might be helpful. Don't skip over them. Read them in the evening before bed. This book comes highly recommended (although I haven't read it, I suspect if I read it I would do a lot of nodding). For academic writers in all walks of writing, I've found How to Write a Lot helpful, too.

8. For keeping the different parts of a research project organized, here's an idea of how I structure my files. I'll come up with a short name for the project and will make a directory (folder) for it. Within the directory, I'll have subdirectories for: datasheets, raw data (as it is entered in to the spreadsheet), figures, R scripts, and the manuscript. I'm not good at throwing things away, so whenever I generate new files, I make a directory within a folder, label it "Old," and stick the previous version in there.

9. I like Zotero as an open-source browser plugin for keeping track of references. I still download pdfs of references into a big (separate) folder, and label them with the authornames, year, and a few keywords. Note that this is completely separate from my annotated bibliographies.

I suspect I'll think of ten more pointers somewhere further down the line, but this should be a good starting list.

What work-organization insights have you wished you'd had at an earlier stage?

Get it Done

Feb. 5th, 2014 11:32 am
rebeccmeister: (bikegirl)
A good grad school friend contacted me about a week ago about setting up a virtual Writing Club. She has a couple of dissertation chapters she wants to publish, and is looking for a kick in the pants to work on them, because it's all too easy to let those things slide in the face of seemingly more immediate concerns.

I'm excited about this. I, too, have more dissertation chapters I want to publish. So far, our efforts have gotten me to open one up and work on its "to do" list.

I wish I found it this easy to establish a working relationship with people at my current university, to get the cricket writing flowing better. I *know* I could get a whole lot more done if I had just a bit more collegial structure for writing these cricket papers. It's stupidly difficult to write this stuff in isolation, and I say "stupidly difficult" because it doesn't have to be this difficult. It just has to be:

-Schedule time to write.
-Stick to the scheduled time.
-Write.
-Track writing progress.

The thing on campus is that what used to work for quiet space is now overrun with graduate students. Maybe I need to start walking over to the closest library for some new quiet space.

The other thing is figuring out how (when/if) to get feedback from my supervisors.
rebeccmeister: (Acromyrmex)
A conversation with [livejournal.com profile] bluepapercup is deserving of a wider conversation. She was hoping to finish her master's degree this spring, but recently had to decide to postpone her defense until the fall. So much of the process has been out of her control, such that it's inspiring to see her determination to finish.

In the midst of it, I'm thinking about some of the things I wish I'd known more about back in the day when I started graduate school. I also wonder how many people actually finish their academic work "on time." My guess is, not many, and those who do often miss out on other important life experiences. What does it mean to be "on time," anyway, when it comes to high-quality scholarly contributions?

A lot of people apply to graduate programs and then start them without asking certain critical questions of the program:

1. What's the average time-to-graduation for participants? Departments generally won't share this information with you unless you pry it out of them, because the numbers usually aren't as zippy as they'd like. I talked to a Biology faculty member about this at some point in the midst of earning my degree - she said the TRUE national average for time-to-completion for biology Ph.D.s was 8 years. This pegs it closer to 7 years, but still. It still makes me scratch my head over the overly optimistic paperwork I received upon arriving in grad school, which had me scheduled to graduate in 5 years. If only they had told the ants about that.

2. Related - what's the attrition rate for the program, and why? Specifically, is it because they don't give anybody any money, or enough money?

3. What careers do people from the program pursue after they graduate?

What questions would you add to the list?
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To follow up on my previous, more important post:

Last night, Richard Dawkins gave a talk at ASU based on his latest, best-selling book, The God Delusion. The audience was one of the largest audiences he has ever addressed (Gammage Auditorium was filled). Although he praised science and the process of natural selection, he did not explain these two concepts fully. Much of his talk focused instead on logical fallacies associated with typical arguments used to support the existence of the Westernized Judeo-Christian concept of God, as well as on addressing the fundamental logical flaws associated with Intelligent Design (I was pleased to see the phrase "Failure of imagination" appear on one Powerpoint slide). He also gave some time to the subject of raising consciousness about how religions/religious thinking appear in societies (can we really label 4-year-old children as Jewish, Muslim, and Christian?).

None of these subjects was surprising, and also unsurprisingly the content overlapped considerably with Dennett's recent book Breaking the Spell, though Dawkins was perhaps even more forthright about the fact that by nature he is not inclined to be highly diplomatic in his dealings with religious thinkers. I also appreciated his mention of the fact that he does not think it necessary to be highly versed in theological studies to be able to hold the above discussion (does that mean, by extension, that I am qualified to hold a philosophical standpoint despite being poorly-versed in classical philosophical texts?).

But. There were a few moments that I wish I could remember better, when the audience laughed or applauded inappropriately, still demonstrating a sheep-like response to the presented ideas. To that, I object. And I think the two points raised in my earlier post still stand. As I've said to a few people before, I have found my studies of Biology quite humbling for what they have revealed to me about the limitations of science as a way of knowing.

After Dawkins's talk, I'm still thinking about writing a letter to Dennett about those two points. I just wonder if there's even a remote chance that I will get an honest response. Perhaps I should omit the fact that though I'm a rationalist, I never claim to be rational.

Lastly, I think I'll never get over the fact that Dawkins was perhaps overly successful in his coining of the term "meme" in The Selfish Gene, for the word has been co-opted to mean something much less meaningful than he originally intended, and its utility as originally intended is still incredibly questionable in my mind at least (augh, the "meme" meme! So Meta.).

Silly scientists. If only it were possible to intelligently discuss these things and derive some meaning from the discussion. Alas, it's but a spin of a hamster wheel. Perhaps it's time for some poetry or art instead.
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It would be perhaps interesting to write a lengthy piece in response to Dawkins's talk, but I won't. Instead, here are two matters I take issue with:

1. The idea that science can be used to arrive at truth. Both Dawkins and Dennett quite simply state that that is the function of science. An oversimplification, gentlemen, or what? Spend some more time looking at your supposed truth, and discover where reductionism does and does not get us.

2. How to move the conversations forward. It's one thing to target something like Westernized, monotheistic religions. That's a reasonably straightforward target. But can we move past it, please? Dennett at least acknowledges that we don't exactly have a replacement for this thing we call religion (and should we?), but regardless, where does that leave those of us who are bumbling around in the midst of an ongoing existential crisis? I'd like more dialogue, less monologue.

My thoughts went to two people as I listened: to David Abrams (The Spell of the Sensuous) and Wendell Berry (The Gift of Good Land would be a reasonable start).

But I suppose if I was looking for something new and different, I wouldn't have attended the Dawkins-fest.
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Incidents like the shootings at Virginia Tech make me wonder about the media's role in informing the public about such sudden, tragic events. Part of me wants to wait and see what the Christian Science Monitor has to say about what happened before I make any commentary on the event.

But another part of me feels compelled to respond more immediately because I worry that the social factors leading to such shooting incidents are present in my surroundings as well. After all, I am a student at a gigantic research university, and the university campus is a highly populated public space with limited social support services for struggling students. Perhaps that's part of why I feel it's so important for me to reach out to the students I teach and play a meaningful role in their education and lives. These students spend much of their time being incredibly anonymous, relying on each other for guidance and support, but for many of them it's clear they could use a little more help. It's also the first time that many of them are living on their own, away from their families, which can cause additional stress on top of the pressures of the fast pace of academics. ASU also admits many students who are definitely not prepared to be in college, and thus sets many students up for immediate failure.

Obviously there's no sense in being paranoid; life will happen one way or another, and there will always be situations that cannot be forseen or prevented. I just hope that for all the students who feel alienated from academics and resentful of those who succeed (and who take permanent measures to resolve temporary problems), there are many more who find the academic experience deeply enriching and rewarding.

Our university president sent an e-mail out to the university late last night in response to the VTech tragedy; but I still have to wonder how much time and energy he devotes to thinking about the University's social support system (or lack thereof). Tufts was absolutely exemplary in that respect in the time while I was there, something which I have only recognized since leaving and seeing how things could have been.

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