Jan. 13th, 2017

rebeccmeister: (bikegirl)
I'm working up to a state where I can get writing again.

Yesterday I had one of those days where I went off the deep end of the anxiety-productivity inverted U-shaped function because of being in this transitional period. Both [livejournal.com profile] scrottie and I woke up at about 3:30 am, unable to sleep, because he, too, has a lot on his mind these days.

For me, one of the hardest parts about dealing with high anxiety is knowing that to some extent I just need to wait until it passes, and be okay with the fact that I cannot be 100% productive all of the time. I mean, I had to work really HARD in the week leading up to the conference (and during the conference), so it's unsurprising to crash afterwords, especially given the recent reminders of my mortality (via Dad's diagnosis) and all the horrifying political bullshit that has hit the fan and been flung everywhere.

I will make a plan, and I will do my best to carry on.


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